
Keep it coming!:) Chemo starts Friday and I'll be heading in every three weeks for six rounds... May 27, June 17, July 8 and 29 (bonus month!), August 19, and Sept 9. I'm not excited about it, but I'm ready. Yes, nervous with a touch of dread... but ready.
This week has been full of positive energy thus far, which I'm taking as a good omen:) The weekend included a delicious barbeque at some friends' house and McAuley's graduation ceremony (woohoo!); Isis' middle school (yeeks!) parent orientation was Monday night and I think it's going to be a smooth transition and a great year for her; yesterday afternoon I taught one of my favorite little dance classes (my 2nd week back!) at Drouin and then ventured out last night for a night of great live music and great people; today (in the ever elusive sun that decided to grace us with its presence:) yay!) I took a most wonderful soul-nourishing walk in the woods (nothing like a good dose of Mother Nature to lift your spirits! trees, moss, earth, the river, bird songs... joy:) ), and tonight went to my first dance class since before surgery (pointe no less) and felt strong and enjoyed every minute!:) In essence I guess I feel like I am, albeit slowly and with great thought, caution, and awareness, reclaiming my life - which I've missed!! Now if only I could get all those recently graduated McAuley seniors to come back to make up the couple weeks of physics I was out for... ;)
So I'm holding on to this positive trend with all of my might!... tomorrow I intend to balance productivity (oh, the never ending list... ) with much cultivation of strength, a bit of fun, and some hearty nurturing -- and I will walk into the oncologist's office Friday morning a warrior - in mind, body and spirit - prepared to gracefully begin the next phase of ushering this uninvited guest out of my body for good.
peace, love and gratitude...
Love, love, love. You are strong and more than capable of taking on this challenge. I am marching in that doctor's office with you in spirit. All you need to do is close your eyes and visualize my spirit enveloping you in health and love.
ReplyDeletep.s. my spirit is a lovely blue color, that is how you will know it is me. (:
You're our warrior princess and you are so strong this cancer doesn't stand a chance.
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